Aku arotake pukapuka / my book reviews: 2023

I started off 2023 writing my one hundredth arotake pukapuka (book review). I was commissioned to write a review of A Runner’s Guide to Rakiura: A novel by Jessica Howland Kany for Landfall Review Online, which they published in April. It’s a buried-treasure adventure novel set on Rakiura (Stewart Island).

A Runner’s Guide to Rakiura is a debut novel with all the associated pros and cons thereof. Despite its flaws—too long, too autobiographical, stuffed too full of every little thing it occurred to the kaituhi (author) to include—I do recommend it. Kany’s enthusiasm for storytelling and love of language, along with her particular gift for dialogue, win the day. Buy it from the publisher or your local toa pukapuka (bookshop).


My second arotake pukapuka of 2023 is also of a new author’s first pukapuka. I was commissioned to write a review of There’s a cure for this: A memoir by Dr Emma Espiner (Ngāti Tukorehe, Ngāti Porou) for Kete, which they published in July. Rather than being a memoir, it’s a series of essays about training to be a doctor as an adult and starting work during the pandemic.

This pukapuka reminded me very much of Ghazaleh Golbakhsh’s The Girl from Revolution Road (another first-book collection of essays that I also reviewed for Kete). Both pukapuka have the uncomfortable sense of having been the publisher’s project, rather than the author’s, and consequently of having been pushed into print prematurely. Rather than reading Espiner’s pukapuka I instead recommend listening to her excellent podcast, Getting Better—A Year in the Life of a Māori Medical Student, which won a media award in 2021.


My next arotake pukapuka of 2023 investigates one of the most disturbing pukapuka I’ve ever read. I was commissioned to write a review of Crazy Love: A novel by Rosetta Allan for Landfall Review Online, which they published in July.

Like the previous pukapuka, this one suffers from a subtitle that misleads the kaipānui (reader) as to the book’s nature. Instead of being a pakimaero (novel), this pukapuka actually is a memoir, telling the story of the author’s violently dysfunctional marriage. Horrifyingly, it ends with her concluding that her relationship is Good, Actually and that she’s going to stick with it. Do not recommend.


By this point in the year I was starting to get a little gun-shy. Happily, next up I was commissioned to write a review of Āria by Jessica Hinerangi (Ngāti Ruanui, Ngāruahine, Ngāpuhi) for Kete, which they published in August.

Āria is a gloriously bisexual debut collection of toikupu (poetry) weaving together pop cultural and ancestral influences in a conversational tone that welcomes kaipānui in. Hinerangi is a celebrated visual artist and my arotake pukapuka considers the book’s artistic influences as well as literary ones. Buy it from the publisher or your local toa pukapuka.


My next arotake pukapuka considers another debut collection of essays—happily this one is just superb. I was commissioned to review Articulations by Henrietta Bollinger for Kete, which they published in October. The essays are about disability, queerness, love, sex, ableism, activism: all the joys and hardships of life.

I usually keep a strong dividing line between my publicity mahi and my reviewing mahi, for obvious reasons. However, this one turned out to be an exception. I had put my hand up to review Articulations months prior, based on having seen Bollinger speak at the Same Same But Different queer literary festival, and because I always have an eye on the pukapuka coming out Tender Press, a small local whare perehi (publishing house) doing some really interesting stuff. Separately, as part of my membership of the disabled writers’ collective Crip the Lit, I had also made an offer to run a publicity campaign for one kaituhi whaikaha (disabled writer) putting them forward for literary festivals. Bollinger took me up on this offer and, after consulting with my kaiwhakatika at Kete, we decided to still run the review, with disclaimer attached.


Next up I was commissioned to write a review of The Words for Her by Thomasin Sleigh for Landfall Review Online, which they published in November. It’s a thriller based on the premise that people all around the world have started ‘going out’—disappearing from photos and video, and becoming unfilmable.

I was a bit unsure about this one because I’ve known Sleigh socially for many years, and that always carries a risk of awkwardness if I turn out not to like the pukapuka. But I needn’t have worried: The Words For Her is excellent. Don’t be put off by the atrocious cover—this one’s a real page-turner. Buy it from the publisher or your local toa pukapuka.


Still to come this year are my arotake pukapuka of Blood Matters by Renée—spoiler alert, I loved it—and of the new Māori art and literary journal, Puhia, which I’m yet to read but looking forward to getting stuck into.

I’ve also written a piece reflecting on my decade of book reviewing: what I love about it and why I do it (as well as the weird backlash I get whenever I write less than glowing reviews). I haven’t yet found a home for this one so sing out if you’d like to publish it.

Interview with Rachel Klaver

Rachel Klaver is a writer and marketer who approached me about helping her publicise her latest book, Be a Spider, Build a Web. She ended up purchasing my DIY book publicity package and asking me to be on her podcast, MAP IT Marketing.

Rachel also used our interview as the basis for one of her business advice columns in Stuff. It was published on 2 August 2022 and titled “What is the best way to market your self-published book?” It’s really great to hear that she’s finding my book publicity services so useful!

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Every couple of months (usually) at 3pm, I host an hour-long kōrero pukapuka via Zoom. It’s a publishing support group for writers, especially writers making their first foray in to the world of publishing, including self-publishing. All are welcome - bring as many questions as you like!

Entry is by koha. My aim with all my workshops is to make them as accessible as possible while still earning myself a decent living. I've therefore created two pricing levels: waged ($25), and unwaged ($2.50). The overall kaupapa is to chip in what you can.

If you are technically waged but struggling financially - especially if you've been hit in the wallet by the pandemic - please just pay as much as you can afford. Conversely, if you’re technically unwaged (eg. retired) but are financially comfortable, I’d be really grateful if you would contribute a bit more.

To join, email me on books@elizabethheritage.co.nz and ask to be added to my mailing list. There’s no need to buy a ticket, just show up on the day.

Three residents of the Otahuhu Borough new pensioner flats complex in High Street enjoy a chat over a cup of tea. Left to right: Mrs S.A. Humberstone (80), Mrs I. Fuller (79) and Mrs L. Frommherz (79). Photograph published in the South Auckland Courier, 1 April 1964, p. 13. Auckland Libraries Heritage Collections Footprints 06644

How to get published workshops

It’s 2021! Ngā mihi o te tau hou!

I’ve got two workshops on how to get published coming up.

One at the Same Same But Different queer literary festival on Sunday 14 February in Tāmaki Makaurau (Auckland), and another at the Community Education Centre here in Te Whanganui-a-Tara (Wellington) on Saturday 6 March.

And then on Sunday 14 March I’m running a workshop at the Island Bay Community Centre on how to get your pukapuka reviewed.

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How to get your pukapuka (book) reviewed

We’re in Level 1 (TOUCH WOOD) so I’m running an in-person workshop at the Island Bay Community Centre on Sunday 14 March 2021 from 2pm to 4:30 on how to get your pukapuka reviewed.

I am an experienced book reviewer and publicist in te ao pukapuka (the NZ publishing industry, book trade, literary circles & media). Come and learn how to get your pukapuka (book) reviewed!

In this practical workshop we will cover:
- the basic principles of working out where to pitch your pukapuka
- the details of how book reviewing works in NZ mainstream media (including an up-to-date contact list)
- how to approach journalists, editors and producers in a professional and effective manner

This workshop is suitable for kaituhi (authors) at all career stages, and for those doing or considering self-publishing. You don't have to have already written or published a pukapuka. No prior experience necessary. Paper handouts will be provided. Please bring something to take your own notes with. Register here.

ACCESSIBILITY INFO

- The venue is wheelchair accessible, including a mobility parking space and a wheelchair-accessible unisex toilet
- Large-print handouts are available upon request, please email me on books@elizabethheritage.co.nz
- NZ sign language translation is not available
- The room will be lit by daylight only and I will not be using a screen to present. Attendees are welcome to bring their own devices for note-taking purposes.
- I welcome people of all genders and body shapes/sizes
- The Community Centre provides tea- and coffee-making facilities. If you want non-dairy milk, please BYO.

If you have specific requirements not covered here, please contact me and I will do my very best to accommodate you.

Learn about my pricing kaupapa.

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Book review: Pet by Kathryn van Beek

This review was commissioned by and originally published in the NZ Herald on 5 September 2020

Pet, the new collection of self-published short stories from Pākehā author Kathryn van Beek, manages to be both charming and brutal. I laughed out loud at the first story, about an emotional support ferret who causes chaos when she gets loose on an aeroplane. But then the ferret dies, crushed by her anxious owner who is undergoing IVF. The darkness and the humour twist around one another. Van Beek does not allow the reader to have one without the other.

Each story is themed around a pet – with accompanying illustration – and I enjoyed guessing how the drawing of the animal at the start would turn up in the narrative. But as I read I began to understand that the real theme underlying these stories was not pets but dead babies.

Pet is dedicated to Wilhelmina Elizabeth Armstrong “who was never born”, and this sense of grieving those who might have been haunts the pukapuka. Van Beek seems determined to explore all the ways in which reproduction and parenting can go painfully wrong: infertility, miscarriage, post-partum psychosis, eerily lifelike dolls, ghost babies, starving babies, murdered babies – even a rogue AI entering the soul of an unborn baby. The babies who survive to be children are still up against it: in “The Nor’wester” three children are living in fear of their abusive father, until one day they lure him gradually deeper out to sea and watch him drown.

Despite this bleakness – or rather, hand in hand with it – Pet is also very funny, employing an unmistakeably Kiwi humour. I was particularly entertained by “Best-Dressed Possum”, set at a school fair that is running a competition in which the corpses of possums are dressed up as celebrities. Local single mother Devon has hers on ice: “Last year had been unseasonably hot.” The entries are hilariously grotesque: “Possum Diana was accessorised with a pearl choker, Jacinda Furrdern sported a set of fake teeth and MAGA had a red tie and a giant hairpiece of teased wool.” Devon has put together a Hugh Hefner dead possum with “two rabbit carcasses, each dressed in lace … Hugh and his Bunnies.” But not everyone is following the rules: “an elderly man [was] holding a stiff cat dressed like a rugby player. ‘Sorry mate,’ said Pete. ‘Beautiful job, but I can’t accept a cat … You can’t be seen to be shooting people’s pets.’ The elderly man tucked the cat under his Swanndri and shuffled off, swearing under his breath.” The climax of the story comes when an interfering middle-class urbanite cops a banoffee pie in the face. It’s a slapstick moment but there’s still a thread of wrongness and loss, as Devon and her kids “of uncertain pedigree” are subtly made to feel unwelcome by their neighbours.

Pet – which is available in print and as a podcast from Otago Access Radio – casts an unflinching but also tender light on the kinds of private griefs that often go unacknowledged. I highly recommend it.

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My pricing kaupapa

My aim is to make my workshops as accessible as possible while still earning myself a decent living. I've therefore created three pricing levels: waged, unwaged, and helping hand. The overall kaupapa is to chip in what you can.

If you are technically waged but struggling financially - especially if you've been hit in the wallet by the pandemic - please buy an unwaged ticket. And if $5 is too much right now, no worries, just drop me a line: books@elizabethheritage.co.nz

Conversely, if you’re technically unwaged (eg. retired) but are financially comfortable, I’d be really grateful if you would purchase either the waged or helping hand ticket.

The helping hand ticket is for people who can not only afford the waged ticket but also want to help subsidise those attendees purchasing an unwaged ticket.

If you'd like to help but can't manage that much extra, there's also an option for you to add a donation amount of your choosing.

Noho ora mai :-)

Book review: A Trio of Sophies by Eileen Merriman

This review was commissioned (in April 2020) and originally published by the Sunday Star-Times.

Eileen Merriman’s latest YA novel is pretty dark. It’s written for and about Kiwi teens but feels like it ought to have some of those “if you’ve been affected by the issues raised in this story…” freephone numbers at the end.

A Trio of Sophies is a murder mystery set in Tāmaki Makaurau about three high school friends all called Sophie: Sophie Abercrombie, who has gone missing; Sophie Twiggs; and Sophie MacKenzie aka Mac, the narrator. Their ethnicities are not explicitly stated but, given that whiteness is culturally assumed ‘normal’ in Aotearoa, it seems safe to say they’re Pākehā. The entire pukapuka is written as a series of Mac’s diary entries, so everything we know – or think we know – is filtered through Mac’s consciousness.

It becomes clear quite early on who the murderer is, so this is more of a howdunnit than the classic whodunnit. Merriman ramps up the narrative tension through an unusual three-part structure. Part one, which comprises about four-fifths of the pukapuka, counts down from day 64 after Sophie A went missing to day zero. Part two takes the story up again at day 65, and part three is set the following year. The very last page has an excellent twist.

The main drama stems from Mac’s slow realisation that her boyfriend James is abusive. If you’ve ever wondered why the victims in such relationships don’t just leave, this is a good illustration of how the abuser twists the intensity of sexual chemistry into a series of excuses for physical violence. James’ refrain of “no one will ever love you like I do” becomes increasingly creepy as Mac’s eyes are opened to his true nature.

James is an English teacher at Mac’s school, which both makes their relationship even more abhorrent and gives Merriman an excuse to make a series of nods and winks to her own craft. James and Mac discuss narrative structure, and Mac not only writes an English essay on unreliable narrators but also comments repeatedly on her own unreliability as a diarist: “Memory is fallible, and malleable.” It’s a bit heavy-handed and I was half expecting Merriman to somehow use the NCEA English curriculum to bring Mac to the realisation that teacher-student relationships are inherently abusive. But the creeping tension of the plot meant I was turning pages too fast to worry that much about it.

The immersiveness of Merriman’s writing makes A Trio of Sophies a good escapist read for lockdown – well, apart from the bit where Mac gets the flu and doesn’t self-isolate. What a bad citizen! In fact I found Mac pretty unlikeable overall. She cheats at school, is a bad friend, and is generally tiresome – plus I could have really done without the fat shaming. But she doesn’t deserve what James does to her.

Merriman is one of our finest YA novelists and this pukapuka will be available from school libraries around Aotearoa. If you see one of your teens reading it, perhaps use it as a starting point to kōrero about bodily autonomy, power dynamics and consent. No one should be a Mac.

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Book review: All the Way to Summer by Fiona Kidman

This review was commissioned by Stuff and published on 19 April 2020.

I realised recently that the thing I most urgently want the literature of Aotearoa to do is to explain whiteness to me. I have lived all my life in majority white countries (Aotearoa and the UK, where my whānau is from), but because whiteness is assumed to be both natural and neutral, my racial identity remains largely unexamined. I am on the alert for hints and glimpses, for signs that those who have gone before me have pointed and said: here. He Pākehātanga tēnei. This is who we are.

One such sign pointer is Fiona Kidman. To celebrate her 80th birthday she has released All the Way to Summer: Stories of Love and Longing, a collection of short stories both new and previously published. Kidman, who has been publishing since the 1970s, has a string of prestigious awards and honours to her name, and last year won our top book award for her latest novel, This Mortal Boy.

All the Way to Summer, which is also available as an ebook, is a good lockdown read: the stories are short, suitable for frazzled attention spans, and largely deal with love and human connection, often in very trying circumstances. (Be warned, however, that “Silks” features a character who becomes dangerously ill with an infectious virus.) Many of the stories take place safely in the past, which these days can feel like a pleasant escape. Most of the protagonists are white women, and as I read I could feel the tug of my own cultural whakapapa. Something important was being shown to me without being explicitly described.

In her preface, Kidman writes: “Some of these stories are written in the first person. If my readers think they recognise me in these … they are probably close. We all have our own histories of love”. One such story, “Silks”, is about a Pākehā woman who travels from Aotearoa to visit her husband in Vietnam. While there, she complains about a Vietnamese taxi driver who overcharges her; then regrets her actions as she realises they may result in his loss of livelihood, or worse. “I looked at myself in the mirror that night, Western and virtuous and deadly.” It is a rare moment of a white character consciously reflecting on their racial identity – but even so, the euphemistic ‘Western’ is used in place of the stark ‘white’. It is not a coincidence that this only happens when the Pāhekā character finds themselves in an unaccustomed racial minority.

Kidman, who is Pākehā, was for many years married to a Māori man, Ian Kidman (Ngāti Maniaopoto, Ngāti Raukawa), and I began to wonder to what extent her understanding of Pākehātanga was shaped by this relationship. After all, as Pākehā we have a cultural identity that has been named by Māori, and as writers and storytellers we live on a whenua already alive with pūrākau. Perhaps whiteness can best be understood in contrast; or perhaps, at least, this is a good place to start. All the Way to Summer is a glinting piece of the puzzle – and a thoroughly good read.

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Orville's cultural legacy lives on in new pukapuka

I am thrilled to announce that I recently attended the launch of a new pukapuka that comprises the latest milestone in Orville the movie-star rat’s cultural legacy. From author AJ Fitzwater’s launch speech:

The Cinrak stories all began with a rat called Orville covered in Marmite.

Orville became a bit of a celebrity after starring the The Hobbit movies. He performed admirably under the harsh lights and eye of Hollywood; New Zealand’s favourite breakfast spread his make-up of choice to keep him safe and amused when grooming.

In a light hearted moment barconning at Au Contraire in 2016, we all joked Orville should be the Rat Guest of Honour at the next year’s Lexicon. Trust us Kiwis to take a random joke as far it can go, and sure enough rats were on the programming in 2017. This included a short story competition – anything goes, so long as there’s a rat character ...
I often thought with that square jaw and a broad chest, a capybara looked like a really handsome butch lesbian, if that butch was a rodent.

And the pieces fell into place. Cinrak was born, and Orvillia became her rat queen girlfriend ...

There are people I need to thank for coming on this journey with me ...

Thanks to my queer fam all over the world, for listening to my brain farts and putting up with my flailing, sharing good times over food, sharing all the good books, the good advice – you help keep me together.

And to Orville and his tasty Marmite hobbity fur, though he has now crossed the ratty Rainbow bridge. Little do you know what you started.
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Lockdown publishing courses

Kia ora koutou

Well these are strange times indeed e hoa mā. While we’re in Level 4 and 3 I’ve redesigned my publishing courses to be online only. I know it’s weirdly tiring to teach or learn via videoconference, so I’ve split my courses into manageable hour-long modules, all starting at 3pm.

Please register via Lil Regie at the links below. If the dates of the workshops you’re interested in are in the past, no worries! I will be running them again soon. Just drop me a line (books@elizabethheritage.co.nz) to register your interest and I’ll be in touch when I’ve rescheduled.

These workshops are aimed at early-career writers who want to learn more about the publishing process; self-publishers; and those considering self-publishing. Nau mai, haere mai!

Intro module - pitching to an agent/publisher

Goal setting (tbc)
Setting goals for what you want your pukapuka to do is a vital step that nearly everyone omits. We will work through all the different kinds of goals you might have, from sales/financial to cultural/emotional/posterity.

Writing a query letter (9 May) https://event-7420-b7e5.lilregie.com/
By popular demand! We will work through what should be in your query letter when you're pitching your pukapuka to a literary agent or publisher.

Writing a book proposal (6 May) https://book-proposal.lilregie.com/
This one is for the non-fiction writers. You'll usually need to submit a book proposal, either instead of or as well as a query letter.

Copyright module

Manatārua mō kaituhi / Copyright for authors (23 May) https://copyright-for-authors.lilregie.com/
Essential for all authors, both traditionally published and self-published. It is vital that you understand copyright before embarking on the publication process.

Managing copyright in a multi-contributor site during a pandemic (13 May) https://managing-copyright.lilregie.com/
The pandemic means that lots of projects that used to be in-person events, print pukapuka, or zines are hurriedly redesigning themselves as digital publications. This requires a new approach to copyright. Learn how here.

Editing and design module

Getting the most out of working with an editor (18 April) https://working-with-an-editor.lilregie.com/
Learn what exactly editing is and what you should be able to expect from your editor. A good editor-writer relationship can transform your pukapuka into its best possible self. Discover the do’s and don’ts here.

Managing pukapuka cover design (22 April) https://managing-cover-design.lilregie.com/
Pukapuka covers have their own special language and function in te ao pukapuka. In my opinion the old adage is dead wrong: if it’s been done well you absolutely should be able to judge a pukapuka by its cover. Learn how to manage the design process here.

Sales, marketing and publicity module

Researching target markets (8 April): https://book-marketing-tahi.lilregie.com/  
Before you begin marketing your pukapuka it’s vital to know who your readers are, where they hang out, and how they like to be told about new pukapuka — otherwise you’re just shouting into the void. Avoid the void!

Developing your hook and sales points (11 April): https://book-marketing-rua.lilregie.com/ 
These are fancy marketing terms for being able to effectively and persuasively tell your readers what your pukapuka is and what’s so great about it. Probably the most important part of marketing.

How to sell into bookshops and libraries (15 April): https://book-marketing-toru.lilregie.com/
If you want your pukapuka to be available for sale in bookshops and for readers to borrow from libraries, there are certain processes you need to follow and certain sales materials you’ll need to create. Learn how here.

Writing a media release (25 April) https://pukapuka-marketing-wha.lilregie.com/
If you’re doing your own pukapuka publicity then a strong, persuasive media release will be one of your most important tools. Learn how to write one here.

Pitching to journalists and other influencers (16 May) https://pitching-to-journos.lilregie.com/
Now that you’ve got your media release, it’s time to figure out who are the best people to send it to, how, and what to ask for.

Reviewing module

How book reviews work (20 May) https://how-book-reviews-work.lilregie.com/
By popular demand! This mini-workshop is to explore the world of book reviewing: what book reviews are, who writes them, how the money side of things works, and how to arrange for your pukapuka to be reviewed.

How to write a book review (2 June) https://event-7476-8893.lilregie.com/
We will work through what a book review is, what questions it should answer, how it should be structured, and what editors and readers are looking for.

How to become a book reviewer (4 June) https://event-7477-f628.lilregie.com/
I love book reviewing and have been doing it professionally for several years. In this workshop I’ll share guidance, resources and key contacts to help you get started - or, if you’ve already started, how to get paid.

Industry issues module

Deciding whether to pursue traditional publishing or self-publishing during a pandemic (28 April) https://trad-vs-selfpub.lilregie.com/
Even if you already had a handle on your publishing plans, now’s a good time to reassess. We’ll talk through the pros and cons of the different approaches and help you figure out what’s best for you.

I'll add more topics and workshops as we go. 

Source: Auckland Weekly News, 1911, via Auckland Libraries Heritage Collection

Source: Auckland Weekly News, 1911, via Auckland Libraries Heritage Collection

My pricing kaupapa

My aim is to make my workshops as accessible as possible while still earning myself a decent living. I've therefore created three pricing levels: waged, unwaged, and helping hand. The overall kaupapa is to chip in what you can.

If you are technically waged but struggling financially - especially if you've been hit in the wallet by the pandemic - please buy an unwaged ticket. And if $5 is too much right now, no worries, just drop me a line: books@elizabethheritage.co.nz

Conversely, if you’re technically unwaged (eg. retired) but are financially comfortable, I’d be really grateful if you would purchase either the waged or helping hand ticket.

The helping hand ticket is for people who can not only afford the waged ticket but also want to help subsidise those attendees purchasing an unwaged ticket.

If you'd like to help but can't manage that much extra, there's also an option for you to add a donation amount of your choosing.

I hope things are going well for you in your bubbles. Noho ora mai :-)

Book review: Me and White Supremacy by Layla F Saad

This review was commissioned by and originally published in Stuff on 22 March 2020

Layla F Saad has written this workbook for white people to help us understand the nature and reality of racism, and what we can do to combat it. Even before you open the pukapuka it’s a challenge: surely ‘white supremacy’ and ‘me’ don’t belong in the same sentence?

But yes, she does mean me. And if you’re white, or Pākehā, or Caucasian, or New Zealand European, or white-passing, she means you too. In fact, if you get uncomfortable even saying “I am white”, you need this workbook. Saad breaks down the different ways racism operates and sets journaling prompts designed to be addressed one day at a time over a period of 28 days.

Not gonna lie, it’s bloody hard. Saad strips away the comfortable fiction that racism happens “out there” and is done by other people; that it is possible to grow up as a white person untouched by white supremacist ideas. I know! It sounds awful. She’s calling us all racist! She doesn’t even know us! How can that be right?

Saad writes: “this idea that white supremacy only applies to the so-called ‘bad ones’ is both incorrect and dangerous, because it reinforces the idea that white supremacy is an ideology that is only upheld by a fringe group of people ... [In fact,] in white-centred societies and communities [such as Aotearoa], it is the dominant paradigm that forms the foundation from which norms, rules, and laws are created.”

As I read Me and White Supremacy I could feel the pillars of my racial comfort crumbling and I did not like it one bit. It filled me with an unpleasant nervous energy. I blushed. I sweated. I could feel the white supremacy within me shapeshifting to try to protect itself. And each new form it tried, Saad calmly demolished.

A form of white supremacy to which I discovered I am particularly susceptible is white exceptionalism. This is when I recognise the fact that Aotearoa is a racist society while believing myself to be uniquely immune from it. This is dangerous because, as Saad writes, “If you believe you are exceptional, you will ... continue to do harm, even if that is not your intention ... you are not exempt from the conditioning of white supremacy, from the benefits of white privilege, and from the responsibility to keep doing this [anti-racism] work for the rest of your life.”

This has led me to engage in two other forms of white supremacy Saad identifies: white silence and white apathy. I have been silent in the face of racism, and apathetic in failing to challenge it. I am now trying to figure out how to change this about myself.

None of us asked to be brought up in a white supremacist society, but since that’s where we are, it is the responsibility of us all to challenge it. If the anniversary of the mosque terror attacks have got you wondering what you can do: start with this workbook. This is mahi worth doing – especially if you think you don’t have to.

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Book review: Scented by Laurence Fearnley

This review was commissioned by and originally published in Landfall Review Online in February 2020

This pukapuka made me feel really hard done by. The core premise of Laurence Fearnley’s novel Scented is that the smellscape of the world we live in is as rich, complex and omnipresent as that which we experience by any other sense. I kept stopping to sniff the air while reading and could rarely smell anything at all – let alone analyse the different layers, tones, and ingredients of scent. I started to feel that either I was lacking, or was being duped.

Scented, set in contemporary Aotearoa, is the story of Siân, a middle-aged Pākehā woman of English descent. In childhood she develops a lifelong passion for analysing scents and creating perfumes. Siân grows up to become an academic specialising in American Studies – a job she loses when her university department is disestablished. This comes as a significant blow to Siân’s identity, and so she decides to rebuild by creating the perfume of herself. Scented is the story of this process, told in the first person both in the present and through flashback.

It took me a long time to warm up to Scented. This is partly because Siân, the protagonist and narrator, is neither particularly warm nor much given to seeking warmth in others. Her father died when she was a child and she isn’t close with her sister, nor does she have any contact with her English whānau. Siân has some romantic relationships with men and women for a while as a young adult but then gives up dating altogether. ‘I realised that sex, for me, was largely irrelevant … I didn’t long for intimacy’. Siân professes herself ‘quite satisfied with the broader social contact I enjoyed through colleagues at work, flatmates and friends’ – yet seems unable or unwilling to do the work necessary to maintain even these relationships. Siân lets an important friendship drift out of her life because ‘We were both too naturally solitary and inward-looking to maintain regular catch-ups and conversations. We needed a bridging friend … Left to our own devices, we would … never quite muster the energy to meet.’ Being friends with Siân frankly sounds like a lot of work for not much reward. I started to wonder whether Siân’s passion for scents was a replacement for her apparent lack of interest in people.

Some characters in novels dance into your brain demanding attention; in contrast, I found Siân a cool, self-contained presence in my head. I kept thinking of the egg-like Eva robot in the film Wall-E when she snaps shut to guard the sapling: no way in, no way out. A smooth, uninterruptable surface. Contributing to this sense was the fact that Scented is a work about one sense (smell) that I experienced with another (sight). The whole way through reading I felt disconnected from the heart of the story; the smellscape of Siân’s world. This is incredibly detailed and complex: for Siân, smells have base, heart and top notes; they change over time; they have their own history and language. Siân can sniff a perfume and pick out the individual ingredients. She has a mental database of a massive range of different scents. For example, this is what she smells when she sits at her table: ‘The smell was muted, but I could detect some of the notes: the incense-like smell of frankincense, the beautiful rich Bulgarian rose, the smooth amber, the forest floor of oakmoss. I’d missed these smells. It felt so good to feel their presence once more.’

I cannot smell as Siân smells – although I took so many big lungfuls of air through my nose while reading that I made myself lightheaded. It was different from, say, reading a pukapuka about a character who loves music. Although I am only a casual listener, my ears function well enough that I can hear music just fine. I can tell which instruments are playing, and can experience the emotional and sometimes physical impacts of the art. But with smell – not so much. I’m not keen on perfume because something about it often makes me feel a bit ill. In fact, a lot of my reactions to scents are negative. I avoid taking the car to the petrol station because the smell makes me gag. My shitty high-school boyfriend used to wear a very popular cologne. Every so often I’ll catch a whiff of someone else wearing it and will be reminded of times I’d rather forget. 

Eventually I worked out that the main reason I was having trouble with Scented is because I resented the fact that Siân lived the main part of her life in a world that feels physically inaccessible to me – and the fact that, until I read this pukapuka, I had been happily unaware of my own limitations. This hadn’t happened with Perfume: the Story of a Murderer by Patrick Süskind, the only other novel I have ever read that is primarily about a person’s sense of smell. Perfume is so fantastical and creepy that I had no trouble believing that the main character’s olfactory superpowers were entirely made up. But Siân feels real. I did a bit of googling and discovered that Fearnley herself has a sensitive nose. She wants to set up a society of people who go places and sniff them in order to appreciate the richness and complexity of the smellscape in that particular location. This is a society I cannot join.

Or could I? Perhaps, if I work at it, I could learn. Scented ends rather unexpectedly with Siân becoming aware of her racial privilege as a Pākehā person in Aotearoa, a member of a colonising race. She starts researching the lost ‘Grand Māori Perfume’ with a view to recreating it, before realising that it is not her place to do so. ‘Despite spending years of my life focused on scent and perfume culture, I was ashamed to admit that I knew absolutely nothing about Māori perfume … I was born in New Zealand, had lived here all my life and valued notions of the unspoilt landscape, the bush and sea, and yet, when tested, my instincts and preferences sent me sniffing back to Britain. I felt as if my nose had betrayed me … The realisation that I was somehow perhaps not of this land filled me with a sadness I hadn’t expected.’ Siân realises that her scent education has been influenced so heavily by overseas perfumes that she does not have enough of a sense of what Aotearoa smells like. So she sets out to learn. ‘My aesthetic is all wrong. I don’t know how to smell native plants because my nose keeps drawing me back to smells I already know and appreciate … I have to teach myself a new way of smelling’. Being the solitary type, Siân wants to do this as much by herself as possible. So, rather than reaching out to kōrero with tangata whenua, she moves from the city to the countryside and … smells it.

Reviewers often criticise Fearnley for the exactness and quietness of her writing. It is certainly true that her work is finely controlled and crafted, but I don’t find this to be a disadvantage. The self-contained-ness of Fearnley’s writing left lots of room for my own emotional responses, which I felt I was pouring over this pukapuka in great waves. Having felt initially that Siân was in some mysterious way giving me the cold shoulder, I ended up respecting and rooting for her. ‘The heart notes of my signature scent are deep and dark, like a pool of still water in the bend of a river … I need to look and feel and taste and sniff. I need to capture a sense of place, this place, not some land that lies across the ocean … So now the top notes. The final addition to my perfume, the bursts of energy, my here and now, and the way ahead.’ Scented ends on a feeling of hope. If you’re after a deep dive into the feeling of smelling, I recommend it.

After I had finished reading, I lifted my print copy of Scented up to my face, opened it at random, pushed my nose right into the gutter of the pages, and inhaled. I smelled paper and ink. It’s a new pukapuka so it doesn’t have that dusty smell that makes second-hand bookshops seem slightly mysterious. But it’s not so freshly new as to have that sharper, more chemical ‘hot off the press’ smell that I associate with the excitement of opening a box of books straight from the printer. My copy has been hanging around for a few weeks, so its scent has settled into the softer, more comfortable smell of a pukapuka in the prime of its life. I think Siân would approve.

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Feb 2020 workshops: getting published, copyright, and marketing

The intro to publishing course I ran in November 2019 went so well that I’ve decided to run a series of workshops in the new year. These workshops are aimed at unpublished and early-career authors, although anyone who would like a refresher is also welcome to join. Register here.

How to query literary agents and submit work to publishers

Saturday 15 February 2020, 3:45pm-5:45pm (with the option to stay on and network until 6:30pm), Island Bay Community Centre main hall. Register here.

In this practical workshop we will:
- demystify the jargon
- help you figure out the commercial strengths of your work
- go through the process of pitching to agents and publishers in detail
- do practical exercises to enable you to apply these principles to your specific situation

What copyright is and how to manage yours

Saturday 22 February 2020, 3:45pm-5:45pm (with the option to stay on and network until 6:30pm), Island Bay Community Centre main hall. Register here.

In this practical workshop we will:
- learn what copyright is
- gain a basic understanding of how the copyright situation has changed in the digital age
- learn what a copyright licence does
- understand the copyright relationship between authors and publishers

Marketing for authors - even authors who hate marketing

Saturday 29 February 2020, 3:45pm-5:45pm (with the option to stay on and network until 6:30pm), Island Bay Community Centre main hall. Register here.

In this practical workshop we will:
- demystify the jargon
- understand readers' and publishers' expectations of how authors will market themselves and their work
- help you figure out the most practical and sustainable way to meet these expectations given your specific situation and skillset

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my pricing kaupapa and which ticket type to buy:

My aim is to make my workshops as accessible as possible while still earning myself a decent living. I've therefore created three pricing levels: waged ($50), unwaged ($5), and helping hand ($95).

If you are technically waged but really struggling financially, please buy an unwaged ticket. I strongly believe that New Zealand literature / te ao pukapuka benefits from hearing all our voices, not just the voices of those with a comfortable bank balance.

The helping hand ticket is for people who can not only afford the waged ticket but also want to help subsidise those attendees purchasing an unwaged ticket (which I anticipate will probably be between a third and half of attendees).

If you'd like to help but can't manage that much extra, there's also an option for you to add a donation amount of your choosing. Buy your tickets here. Ngā mihi nui ki a koutou.

Accessibility info:

  • The venue is wheelchair accessible, including a mobility parking space and a wheelchair-accessible unisex toilet

  • Large-print handouts are available upon request, please email me on books@elizabethheritage.co.nz

  • NZ sign language translation is not available

  • The room will be lit by daylight only and I will not be using a screen to present. Attendees are welcome to bring their own devices for note-taking purposes.

  • I welcome people of all genders and body shapes/sizes

  • Those with anxiety are welcome to sit or stand near the door and leave at any time

  • If you have specific requirements not covered here, please contact me and I will do my very best to accommodate you

Book review: Auē

This review was commissioned by and printed in the New Zealand Herald in October 2019.

Ārama is eight years old. His parents have died, and his elder brother Taukiri has abandoned him. He is stuck living with his Aunty and her abusive partner on their farm.

Auē, Becky Manawatu’s first novel, is a difficult but rewarding read. It deals with the cycles of violence, poverty and addiction set against the traumatic intergenerational effects of colonialism and racism in Aotearoa. ‘Auē’ is a wail of distress. That might sound grim – and there certainly are many heartbreaking moments – but Manawatu (Ngāi Tahu) weaves threads of aroha throughout. 

 Auē is told in short chapters from different viewpoints, including Ārama’s and Taukiri’s in the present, and their parents’ in the past. Teenage Taukiri is running away, horrified that there is no one to stop him doing so: “The bottomlessness to my life was dizzying.” He stops wearing his bone carving and spends the money he earns busking on substances to numb the pain.

Ārama – Ari for short – is also grieving, seeking comfort from adults who are in too much pain to help him: “I was scared to go running out in the world when no one might notice because they were too busy keeping themselves from being sucked down the plughole”. Ari develops instead a touching faith in plasters. Whenever he misses his brother, he puts on another plaster.

Ari’s best friend is Beth (also eight). She too comes from a troubled background but, whereas Ari’s instinct is to try to heal, Beth leans into the violence. One of the first things we see her do is bash an injured baby rabbit to death. She makes Ari watch her favourite movie, Django Unchained, and they get into the habit of pretending to be characters from the film. The frequent references to this ultra-violent story of racially motivated revenge killing ramp up the tension.

Manawatu balances this with moments of joy and humour. A Pākehā woman in Ari’s rural district arranges for the school bus route to include Ari and Beth as a PR stunt to support her campaign for mayor. The kids spoil her white saviour photoshoot by pouring a cowpat down her back.

But what really kept me reading was the pull the characters have towards one another. Underneath the trauma and cultural alienation, Taukiri, Ari and their whānau are bound together. Maybe Ari’s plasters will work after all.

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Learn how to get published

On Saturday 16 November 2019 I’ll be running a short intro course at Island Bay Community Centre, Wellington, on how to get your book published. The centre is located behind the pharmacy at 137, The Parade.

This is a taster course that will run from 2pm to 3:30pm and will cover an introduction to the basics: how to approach agents and publishers, what they are looking for, and what the process of getting published looks like.

The entry cost is $5 unwaged / $20 waged (cash only). All welcome. You don’t have to have written a book! Just bring something to take notes with.

Depending on interest, I plan on running a series of in-depth workshops that will go through the publication (or self-publication) process in detail; including contract negotiation, copyright licensing, editing, marketing, and pitching to journalists.

If there's a particular part of the publishing process you'd like to learn about, please let me know: books@elizabethheritage.co.nz

Accessibility info:

  • The venue is wheelchair accessible, including a mobility parking space and a wheelchair-accessible unisex toilet

  • NZ sign language translation is not available

  • The room will be lit by daylight only and there will be no active screens

  • I welcome people of all genders and body shapes/sizes

  • Those with anxiety are welcome to sit or stand near the door and leave at any time

  • If you have specific requirements not covered here, please contact me and I will do my very best to accommodate you

Photograph by James D. Richardson. Auckland Libraries Heritage Collections 4-7046. No known copyright restrictions.

Photograph by James D. Richardson. Auckland Libraries Heritage Collections 4-7046. No known copyright restrictions.

Book review: The Sound of Breaking Glass

This review was commissioned by Fairfax in July 2019.

On one level, Kirsten Warner’s The Sound of Breaking Glass is about a first-time author trying to figure out whether she’s entitled to write a book. As with so many first novels, it’s deeply autobiographical and includes writing about writing: “The only stories I can think of writing involve me, which doesn’t count.” Usually this kind of hand-wringing navel-gazing would put me off, but The Sound of Breaking Glass is something special.

We meet the book’s protagonist, Christel, as she’s spraining her ankle while rushing to drop the kids off before getting the bus to her job in reality TV. Someone on the bus who no one else can see is jeering at her. “He’s like my own critical voice, always going blah blah blah. The Big Critic. The Big C.” It’s our first hint of the expansiveness of Christel’s inner life; of the ways in which the forces shaping her psyche are so huge and demand so much attention that they warp the world around her. Big C follows Christel everywhere, changing shape and size, shouting warnings and hissing insults.

It is clear that something has to give: “I feel like I might leak out of my skin.” The whatever-it-is that’s inside Christel is coming in between her and her ‘real’ life. She is only able to call those closest to her by their names; everyone else is relegated to a cartoonish nickname: Fat Controller, Celebrity Yoga Teacher, Doll-Maker, Car Couple.

The action of the novel is split between the 1990s and Christel’s childhood in 1970s Auckland. Christel’s father Conrad was a German Jew who survived the Holocaust and passed some of the wounds from that trauma on to his daughter in ways neither of them understand. Christel also has trauma of her own – readers should beware that The Sound of Breaking Glass contains scenes of rape. The pain Conrad and Christel both feel is compounded by their inability to share their suffering.

There is a deep sense of struggle throughout this book. Christel’s emotional pain and inherited trauma wrench themselves out of the depths of her subconscious and embody themselves in the ‘real’ world in order to demand that she address her psychological needs. At one point Christel builds a large male figure out of old milk bottles as part of a protest against the use of surplus plastic. He starts out as a sculpture that others can see but then becomes Milk Bottle Man; a surreal character like Big C who acts independently of Christel. He starts expressing Christel’s tectonic anger, tracking down a man who assaulted her and writing ‘RAPIST’ in red paint on his house. “Somehow I’m making it happen but I don’t know how.”

The Sound of Breaking Glass is a book I had to read slowly and in several stages. There is a pervasive sense of dread and danger throughout, and I came to understand that Christel’s various psychological manifestations are part of her self-defensive coping strategy. Her reality is awful, so she slightly removes herself from it. “There were hooks and eyes in the air around us, hidden zipper teeth I couldn’t see.” But the reality of being a second-generation Holocaust survivor cannot be eluded forever. “I’ll never be normal and I’ll never be free … if I could write I would write them all to death … None of the other kids had grandparents who were sent to the crematorium … it’s my job to remember, all my responsibility.”

iN 2019 The Sound of Breaking Glass deservedly won our national book award for best first book. Warner’s prose is lucid and assured, despite the repeated references in the text to feeling insecure about one’s writing ability. She manages the balance between realism and surrealism beautifully: it’s never entirely clear, for example, how much of Milk Bottle Man is ‘real’, but it doesn’t matter. There’s an essential, urgent truth at the heart of the book that supersedes such questions; and the point is well taken that the ongoing emotional toll of the Holocaust cannot be communicated without moving beyond the realm of the easily comprehensible. The Sound of Breaking Glass is an unsettling, warm, strange book, and I highly recommend it.

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Book review: Winged Helmet, White Horse by Karyn Hay

This review was commissioned by and originally published in Stuff (and associated newspapers) in June 2019

In her latest novel, Kiwi journalist and author Karyn Hay has created characters who are determinedly unlikeable. It makes for a dissonant reading experience: the writing is excellent but spending time with these people is grim.

Winged Helmet, White Horse is a novel about a middle-class London couple, Tim and Natasha; unhappily married parents to four-year-old Marigold, who is refusing toilet training. The story is framed by Hermes, the ancient Greek god of literature, who in the first and final chapters addresses the reader directly. “Pleased to meet you, hope you guess my name, etc. OK, settle down, I’m not Satan, I’m Hermes. Psychopomp. (I escort souls to the Afterlife, basically.)” Hermes sets the tone of chatty with an undercurrent of viciousness that continues throughout the book.

Hermes introduces us to Tim with a warning: “Some of you won’t like him that much, so feel free to loosely interpret the word ‘hero’.” Tim is an alcoholic who has recently joined AA and stopped drinking; one of many secrets he keeps from his wife. He has written a book of poetry that was well received, but is failing to write another. He has also developed tinnitus, an inescapable sound that seems to act as a constant reminder of his shame and self-loathing. One day Tim randomly follows a stranger off a train, picks up her discarded receipts, and begins stalking her; kidding himself that this behaviour is harmless and maybe even counts as love. “Yep, that old quest for pure and untroubled love. Winged helmet, white horse. Where’s me pigging chalice?”

Natasha, who stays at home to look after Marigold, is desperate to get the little girl out of nappies in order to save face when Marigold starts at the fancy school they can’t afford. Natasha watches a lot of true crime shows, where she picks up tips for her half-hearted fantasy of murdering Tim. Much like Marigold, their pet cat has responded to the rife tension in the household by stress-peeing all over the place. Faced with the possibility of having to actively care for their pet, Natasha starts scheming instead how she can get the cat put to sleep. She has a best friend, Claire, who she also doesn’t really like: “Natasha wondered why Claire was wearing lipstick. It was a bright pink colour that didn’t suit her … ‘I love your lipstick,’ Natasha smiled at her.”

A sticky film of unpleasantness coats every page of Winged Helmet, White Horse. There are many sentences I loved – “The rest of the day lay twisted in his mind like a basket of wet washing” – and there’s an energy to the writing that keeps the reader engaged. But it’s an energy fuelled by spitefulness and increasingly tinged with desperation. When the book reaches its third-act twist and final decisive event, which are presumably intended as the emotional climax, both left me cold. In the end, I went where Hermes led me: standing aside from the action, and commenting from afar about how dreadful these people are.

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